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Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here.
wThursday, October 11, 2001 Eat Me


I've loved the time I've spent here at blogger, but something's been calling for me to move on. Now, before you all start yelling at me that you can't live without hearing all about my boring, strange life *MistySnicker*, I am not just going to quit blogging. You see, the past couple days I've been messing around with Graymatter, and I LOVE IT. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE it. :) Did I mention that I might like it, even a little?

So I've made a new blog. If you want to, you can check it out here: Well At Least I Didn't Lick It That will NOT, however, be it's final resting place, because I am not happy with hypermart's stupid pop up ads. As soon as Jason moves his stuff to another web host server thingy, my blog will be under his domain name--most likely I'll be clairey.bestofaiken.net or some such.

Now, that said, nothing else is moving (yet). My whole other website will still be at it's same old place, aurie.freeservers.net, so don't freak out and think you have to go changing links to CWP's or anything, Misty, or Cathy. And please, nobody go to the trouble of changing your links on your blog just yet, because I know it'll be moving again in the near future, and I promise to email you all whenever it finally gets there :) Unless, of course, you just love changing links around. I know I do. *Sarcasm*

So, hope to see you all there! :)

posted by aurie at 12:39 PM


wMonday, October 08, 2001 Eat Me


Batman gave me whiplash


Yes folks, you read that right. But I mean Batman, the ride. At Six Flags. When I told Casey that, she thought I meant something kinky and X rated. Of course, if you knew Casey, you'd know that everything with her is kinky and X rated.

So yeah, I'm pretty misreable. My neck hurts like hell and I feel nausious. I don't think I really have whiplash though; just something that hurts like the devil.

I'll be back later with comments.

posted by aurie at 2:48 PM


wSaturday, October 06, 2001 Eat Me


Marisa.. see that thing that says "Eat Me" on top of my posts? Click on it. You will soon understand why you NEED Reblogger :)

I know, you're all going, what the hell is Claire doing online at 4:00 am? Ok, so maybe you're not. Well, I'm being a slacker. I'm such a slacker that I can't get up out of my chair to put my jeans in the dryer, pack for this weekend, and go to bed.

I went to a "party" at Casey's boyfriend's Scott's place. I couldn't drink tho, cos I had to drive home. It was mostly pretty boring and stupid. Scott isn't the sharpest tool in the shed when he's drunk. The loudest, yes, but sharpest, no way. He discussed Gallagher's genius in being able to interpret the English language. And then he proceded to spell out the words "Bomb" and "Comb" at the top of his lungs, while walking around in nothing but too-small boxers. And when we told him to get some clothes on, he just stuck his fingers thru the little slot in the front and wiggled it around. Chris (his roommate) told us that it was a very close approximation to the real thing. ha ha. Oh the joys of college life. Don't you all wish you could spend your Friday nights doing the same thing?! :)

I'm going back to Aiken tomorrow. Six Flags on Sunday. But tomorrow's me and Jay time. We're gonna talk about this whole job/career thing and why exactly he's willing to quit school to go back to being a CAD designer. He's just wanting to grow up too fast--he sometimes forgets we're just 19. In his mind, he has to fend for himself completely and school is something he can do later when he has money. And I guess that's okay, I'm just confused. Because I know he doesn't wanna do CAD for the rest of his life. He's too into math and physics and all that stuff :)

well, i'm gonna head to bed. g'nite all.

posted by aurie at 4:39 AM


wThursday, October 04, 2001 Eat Me


Thanks to everyone who welcomed me to Reblogger! It makes me all warm and squishy to know you all care :)

And thanks, Bonnie!! I was pretty bummed about the 81 until I saw what everyone else's scores looked like. tee hee. Now go get some sleep, cos you deserve it and need it and I don't wanna see you explode.

I've been rather quiet lately, (in real life that is). I'm usually a very talkative person, but this past week or so--I dunno. Something just keeps me shutup. I need to stop that, because life always passes me by when I do things like that. I meet people and they think I'm stuckup or too shy for words and dont' want to get to know me, but I'm not like that. And then I start getting depressed cos nobody likes me, but it's really all me. And it just snowballs. Must stop! ahhh!!!

I've got together a little care package thingy for Anne. It's her birthday on the 30th, so everyone send her an ecard or something! Or I will personally hunt you down and shake you! :)

Now, I'm going to bed because I WILL wake up early tomorrow so I look halfway decent in class tomorrow; so I can go to the post office; so i can head out to the library to burn some CDs; so I feel happy and better about myself in general! ha ha! :)

posted by aurie at 10:06 PM


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I got an 81 on my Geology exam! Go me! :) That's actually a pretty decent grade because, well, almost everyone else failed. And my Bus Law teacher didn't hand back the tests.

I gotta go--I'm making Casey starve. I'm a bad friend.

posted by aurie at 7:14 PM


wWednesday, October 03, 2001 Eat Me


I need to get up off my fat lazy butt and do some work. My parents are coming tomorrow, and that means I need to vacuum today, and do the dishes, laundry, change my sheets--you know, all the things I told Cyndi she couldn't do last night! :)

We're getting our exams back in business law tonight, and I'm very nervous. I had to leave a few questions blank. It was a confusing test.

I got a fern! It's a pretty fern! Casey told me that I had to name all my plants and love them and squeeze them and hug them and make them feel all better, and I still haven't come up with a name for the first one. It doesnt seem right to just call it "Trixie" cos well, Trixie isn't a plant. Must think more on this later.

posted by aurie at 3:28 PM


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I've joined the masses and put reblogger up. Hopefully it'll work. And the comment line is just what I had when BlogVoices was up. I'm just not a creative person. Sosumi! :)

OK. I think everyone can see it now--it's not obscurely hidden and floating out there in the background. What good eyes you have, Cathy!!

posted by aurie at 12:55 AM


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I think someone *Ahem*Cindy*ahem* :) got the idea that Jason had proposed to me. Just to set the record straight, he didn't--not really anyway. He was just being silly Jason. He was in a really good mood last night because he might have an actual job here now. A good job! He'll have his own office, and they'll pay for his education--including maybe a BA and a Masters in Business Administration AND an associate's in Network Engineering. AND it's in Columbia, not back home, so he'd be here. Anyway, so he was just talking about if he had a good job, maybe, after I graduated and he graduated and we were all graduated, we could move up from being just boyfriend and girlfriend and high school sweethearts and all that crap to being engaged. Or something. So, no, I'm not engaged :) Gosh, I can't even say that in less than one sentece, can I? tee hee

posted by aurie at 12:07 AM


wTuesday, October 02, 2001 Eat Me


Damn that's a nice ass! And his hair is sorta kinda red... hrm!! :) God bless America indeedy! *veg*

I got my Beowulf paper back today. You know, the one that I'd been freaking out on because I couldn't write anything that sounded halfway intelligent? Well, I got a B/B+ on it, which is good! I was secretly hoping for an A, but you know, we can't have everything :) I had a really weird dream about this class last night. I dreamt that the teacher handed everyone else's back except for mine, and told me to see him after class. Then, he hands back my paper and I have a 100% on the top of it. And then he starts making moves on me! ick! weird! ack! So I run screaming down the hall, trying to get help. It was just a very strange situation

I bought a wig last night for halloween--a curly BLONDE wig. Does anybody see where I'm going with this? You should, most of you!

Last night, I was on the phone with Jason, and he was talking about the money he got from the sale of his Mustang (you know, the 1965 perfectly restored lovely beautiful baby Mustang that I loved and cried when he sold? yeah. that one) and how he wants to save it until after we graduate in 2004 and then go to Germany and Switzerland and England and Scotland. You know--Europe. *g* And then he askes in this really small voice--all in a rush,
"IWasThinkingMayeIfWeGotMarriedWeCouldGoThereOnOurHoneymoon,Unless,ThatIs,
IfYouDon'tWantToAndThat'sOK" hehe. He's so cute. Confusing, but cute.

We're going to Six Flags in Atlanta on Sunday probably. Oh the joy. Oh the wonderfulness. Please shoot me now. I'm one of those completely weird people who don't really like amusement parks. I'd much rather go sailing on a peaceful lake, or take a picnic to the Horseshoe and eat or read a book and giggle with good friends. I guess my personality is just too boring to include the fun and excitement of rollercoasters, funnel cakes, screaming kids, and vomit-covered trash cans.

Anyway, I must go and do some stupid Accounting homework. sigh. :)

posted by aurie at 3:32 PM


wMonday, October 01, 2001 Eat Me


GO COCKS!!!

Did anyone happen to catch that amazing game on Saturday? Wasn't it just--amazing? hehe I love Phil Petty and Ryan Brewer. I'd have their children--if it wasn't for Jay. :)

I'm cooking pizza and cheesy bread for my breakfast. Yumm.. Cheesy bread dipped in ranch dressing. I had a pretty decent weekend--my brother and his family are really cool. They're the only normal people in my whole family. (If you'd ever met my family, you'd know what I'm talking about) Jason and I rented Pay It Forward, and it was just wonderful. I cried like anything at the end, and even Jason had a tear or two in his eye. Of course, he did the manly "My allergies are acting up" and then "You just spit on me while you were talking" but I know what was up! :)

I hate school. I hate hate hate school. I only have a month more until my final project for CSCE 102 is due. That means, I have an ASS OF SHIT TO DO!!!! (excuse my french) I hate that class in particular, because even though I know that hardly anybody else's pages will be as well done as mine (not to sound like I'm bragging..) I won't slack off and do a less-than-top-notch job because that's just the way I am. Plus, I have that weird competitive drive--gotta be the best. I have to prove I am still awesome at web design. That if I just try alittle, I can make it kick-ass. I'm weird, don't mind me.

posted by aurie at 11:04 AM